Try and stay strong, I know it’s hard, but try and find a way to cheer yourself up, it’s not healthy being like that. :/
I know that feeling all too well, and it took me a while to overcome it, but I did. And if your friends are uninterested in what you like, while they expect you to like what they do, it’s a bit mean. Maybe you will find friends that share similar interests, you never know.
Music got me through that tough spot, and reading too.