livious:

rodeo ride tour

Thank you all, really I feel better now and everything was talked over. I’m sorry about my sort of fit earlier.

It seems everything is now calm and over.  Thank you all for the love <3 I really appreciate it~!

tiresiasmage:

silentsymphonia:

No I don’t wanna feel like this again make it stop please. I want it to stop just everyone get along .

They’re my family I want everyone to be okay with each other

No, I don’t want to feel like running away from this home, from my own house make it…

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silentsymphonia:

No I don’t wanna feel like this again make it stop please. I want it to stop just everyone get along .

They’re my family I want everyone to be okay with each other

No, I don’t want to feel like running away from this home, from my own house make it stop.

I don’t want to…

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No I don’t wanna feel like this again make it stop please. I want it to stop just everyone get along .

They’re my family I want everyone to be okay with each other

No, I don’t want to feel like running away from this home, from my own house make it stop.

I don’t want to hate them .

I can’t hate I don’t want to.

Please someone just hug me and tell me I am dreaming. I don’t wanna end up alone I want someone to show me it is fine I was born and that I didn’t bring problems for my mom. I’m not a curse I’m not why she suffers right? I am not what makes her suffer at all she and I we both are strong. I gotta be strong and act happy because it is what makes others happy.

I just wanna live a happy simple life.

No it’s been two or three people that said I shouldn’t have been born. Maybe I am a curse, maybe I am the problem and I just gotta run away again and maybe everyone will be happy. Maybe tonight I will do it but where do I go? I just wanna be happy is that so selfish?

I know this could be a trial, God. I know my husband wasn’t like this and for him to change so suddenly. I don’t wanna cry again I thought I was done crying I hate crying I don’t want anyone to see me cry I just want someone to talk to that will listen I wanna fix everything but I am such a weak voiced little shithead that can’t express the images that run through my head without writing or drawing it out.

I just wanna be happy That’s all I want I want to have a voice I don’t wanna go back to being a fake I don’t wanna lose the house my mom has a choice in things too she lives here too she helps pay rent why doesn’t she have a choice? Stop being such a spoiled little brat and accept she is an adult, and you aren’t always right stop being like your dad I got sick and tired of your dad not giving me a choice either.

I wanna talk to my pastor but I don’t wanna involve the church in this. But he is like a dad to me and I just wanna have a backbone

Maybe if I was born a guy people would actually listen to me No one listens to what I say because I am the stupid little shit that everyone swears is stupid

Only my mom gets me I am not sure my husband does he is always seemingly correcting me Where are you guys I need a hug someone to talk to or I am gonna start skin picking again

I feel the urge to I just wanna scar up my face again cuz then people notice me and get angry at me and I wanna feel like I am noticed and the pain from it feels nice and comforting It reminds me that I exist and I actually am seen

I miss talking to the old friends I met on here I love my new friends here but I also miss the handful that I spoke to before maybe I was too clingy and I came off as a creepy little shit and they want nothing to do with me I am sorry please don’t hate me

I am sorry for this post, it is stupid I know and if you unfollow me I understand

Not like someone wants to follow someone’s blog that spills their gut out like this right? You’d preffer I just act happy and play my part

… And that’s what I do~

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Anonymous asked: hey zelos have you tried flying around yet

“No, but now that you mention it…”

“This feels SO weird!”

flowering-mizuho asked: Victory, the kunoichi mentally phrased as a smile appeared now on her lips. "Good." Her expression relaxed a bit. "By the way, how much time are you going to be stuck like that?" Tilted her head curiously.

“…besides, I can’t exactly move too easily yet… Anyway, three days.”

flowering-mizuho asked: "I can, and I will!" She said with her arms still crossed, looking away. "And even if I couldn't I doubt you would be capable of doing that. Right?" She glared at his enourmous form. "RIGHT?"

“…” Zelos  let his enormous body slam on the ground, causing loud rumbling  and vibrations beneath him “No…”

canariae asked: Dragon? That's so cute! （*´▽｀*）

“My cute angel finds me cute even now~!”

thenamelessauthor asked: well don't be all weird about it then! :V

“I’m not~! It’s not every day I’m an enormous dragon, cut me some slack, hunny~”

flowering-mizuho asked: She couldn't help but giggle, amused at his frustration. Then suddenly pause and frown. "Kidnapping me, you say? Sorry, but the whole 'Damsel in distress' thing is not my style."

“You can’t outrun me~!”

thenamelessauthor asked: ...okay mayyyybe not. :[

“Aw~ Changed yer’ mind?”

flowering-mizuho asked: She couldn't help but take a step back, he was a huge dragon after all, but recomposed herself quickly and crossed her arms over her chest. "W-Well, you can't deny it's been something normal by now. Am I wrong, turtle Zelos?" Whoops, more teasing.

“Turtle-” his head rears back as he lets out a low rumbling growl “How does everyone remember that!? Out of all things…” the vivid flames showing beneath his skin tinge what would be his cheeks red.

“I could easily do the whole dragon kidnapping a lady gig, and here you’re teasing me?” a failed attempt at hiding his annoyance resulted in a shaky voice.

bradofarrell:

Oh man, all these people are playing Animal Crossing New Leaf and it’s their first Animal Crossing game ever and they’re totally missing out on some poignant story elements.

In each game you can talk to Sable every day and she’ll gradually open up to you and tell you more about her life.

When the Able Sisters were young their parents passed away. Mable was too young to understand the situation, and Labelle was older and frustrated and ran away to the big city leaving Sable to act as the sole parent to Mable. These events left Mable introverted and withdrawn. She works so hard because she had to take on the responsibility of raising Mable after their parents died and her big sister abandoned her.

In Animal Crossing City Folk, you can enter Gracie’s shop to buy high-end clothing and one of her employees is Labelle, the lost Able sister. Through a series of conversations with various characters you can trick Labelle into dropping her phoney proper accent and speaking in a more relaxed “country” accent. She opens up and talks about her past and her family. In New Leaf, Labelle has moved home. In the back of her shop you can see a newspaper clipping and a ribbon that used to be part of her old uniform.

If you consider that newspaper clipping compared to the backstory from the previous games it paints a sad picture. Labelle moved to the city to get away from her family but she fell on hard times and her family took her back. People who haven’t played the previous games don’t realize what a big deal it is to see those three sisters finally reunited in the same store!

In Wild World, Sable would get sad sometimes around January. If you talk to her consistently she’ll tell you this story about Tom Nook:

“Well, the first letter I got from him arrived at just around this time of year… The other day, before bed, I pulled that letter out… and just looked at it. Tee hee! It was adorable! Sure, the handwriting was a little messy, but… You could hear his determination in every word of that letter… Sweet, young Tom Nook… His call to arms, his ethos, was “Dreams before money!” He was so pure that people wondered if he’d survive this crazy old world. I did too. Every night before falling asleep, I would wish him… ‘Please keep Tom Nook’s pure spirit protected,” I’d whisper in the darkness. “Keep him safe from the apathy that breeds in the alleys of the big city…’

I don’t know why I’ve told you so much about Tom Nook and I… All those memories of our shared youth must bore you. Please forgive me.

[Tell Me More!]

…Ohh, OK, if you insist!

“The Tom Nook that left for the big city… He sent me letters quite frequently, actually. One day, I received a wooden box, not a letter. When I opened it, I was quite astonished!

[A ring?!]

Oh goodness, no! Are you kidding?! [NAME], I think you’ve been watching too many made-for-TV movies! …Ohh, I’m so sorry. Heh, I didn’t mean to snap. That just took me off guard.

No, inside the box, there was a pair of fancy, burnt-orange colored… scissors. Incredibly strong and sharp scissors! The finest scissors I’d ever laid eyes on. The enclosed letter said, “Happy birthday, Sable!” So…sweet… At the time, I was so busy that I’d even forgotten it was my birthday. To think Tom Nook had remembered it… I’m sure life was hard for Tom Nook in the city during that time… I know his job paid poorly, so for him to buy those scissors for me… When I think about it, it makes me so happy that I cry!

Oh really, [NAME]… You want to hear my memories again? I’m warning you, not all my memories are fond ones you know…

[Really?]

Well, we shared a lot of good times, Tom Nook and I. Before there was an observatory in dear old [TOWN NAME]… We used to climb up the roof when we wanted to look at the stars… Ohh, yes! We even made constellations together, I remember! I made one called the “Star Shirt.” Tom Nook’s looked like one of those old-time markets. He called it… “The Farmer’s Market Bargain Bin Constellation.” Ohh that takes me back…

[Nice story]

Yes, it is… Shortly after that, Tom Nook moved to the big city… Yes, he left to chase his dreams… When he returned to [TOWN NAME], he came back a totally different soul… I still believe that… if he had just clung to those sweet memories like I do… he would have shaken off the heartsickness of those city years… Memories can be sad, but they can also save you…”

There seems to be a general theme in the Able Sisters storyline of the city representing running away. The implication is that the fast lifestyle of the city can make you sick with ennui and that taking it easy in a small town is the cure. The Animal Crossing series, as a whole, is about not running.

The literal act of “running” is the only thing that the game ‘punishes’ you for doing - you’ll destroy flowers, scare away fish and bugs, and gradually tear away the grass. But the game still gives you the option to run, because it’s about choosing to slow down and enjoy the journey. It’s not about beginnings or endings, it’s about the calmness between those events. It’s sort of like the video game version of the Japanese concept of ma. Animal Crossing is a really beautiful thing and I’m so happy it exists.